Moody

I've noticed that I have four moods when it comes to moving down south.

Mood #1: Absolutely, completely excited, cannot wait to move and start my new life. During this mood I can't stop talking about it and I think non stop about how I'm going to decorate my townhouse, how I'll set up the furniture, etc. I'll stalk realtor.com & Beazer.com looking for townhouses. If I'm at work during this mood basically nothing gets done and my coworkers are updated hourly on the weather in Murrells Inlet.

Mood #2: Completely freaked out. This is the mood that passes the quickest, but it's annoying. All of a sudden I'll freak out in my head and think OMG.... I can't sell my condo, I can't move to a place where I don't know anyone, I can't leave my family behind, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? I'd say maybe every other week I get in this mood, but then I come to my senses and go over my list of reasons for why I'm doing this.

Mood #3: Normal/Whatever. The thought of moving will occasionally cross my mind, but I am able to focus on work. I think everyone likes me the most when I'm in this mood.

Mood #4: Incredibly pissed off/frustrated/dramatic. I vent to Sabeen, my dad, and my mom about how life's not fair and why aren't thinks working out the way I want them to, bla bla bla. Usually this involves crying. I basically act like a 3 year old who wants a toy and their mom says they can't have it. I growl, hiss, and sigh extensively. It's not pretty.


Unfortunately I was mood#4 all day at work today. And for no reason... nothing happened that was out of the ordinary. All freaking day long I was soooo pissed off because in order to start my chain of plans, I must get and accept an offer on my condo. Which of course hasn't happened yet. So far I've had numerous calls about my place and two people have come to look at it. The first girl said she was at the beginning of her search and wasn't really sure what she wanted yet.... Grrrreat! glad I wasted my Saturday afternoon for that. The second girl was around 22 and came with her dad and a realtor. She absolutely loved the place and even wanted my furniture if she bought it, but then she found out that the condo association doesn't allow dogs. And of course she has a dog that she can't live without, so that was a bust. sigh. last Thursday a realtor was supposed to bring people by, but then he called to cancel because of my most favorite thing in the world... SNOW! (note sarcasm) They were coming from half an hour away and the snow was pretty bad (just my luck). Then yesterday a realtor wanted to show my place between 11am and 2pm. But of course I don't have a lock box and they weren't able to come. I don't have a lock box because I don't want people coming by whenever they feel like it and also because of issues with my ex. so now I have to hope those people call to reschedule. arghhhh!!! I am so annoyed today.

It's just so frustrating to know that the only thing keeping me from living my dream is selling this GD condo... GRRRR!

Well, I'm done venting for now. blah

oh, also... if everyone could please pray (if you do that) for an acceptable offer to come my way I would really appreciate it!


"Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big old place. Yeah, I know there's more important things, but don't forget to remember me." -Don't Forget to Remember Me, Carrie Underwood